Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Monday, March 29, 2004

poor girl. RIP Cecilia

Sunday, March 28, 2004

FINALLY FINISHED MY STUPID ESSAY!!! (YESTERDAY)
holy COW was it painful...and then it got more endurable...and near the end i couldnt find a good/less abrupt way to end it so i said screw it and concluded it the best way that seemed fit. heh. 12 pages + 2 sentences. 5:30AM. i rule :) so im free!!!!!!!!! until monday when i have to do my stats assn but thats worry for another day.


I LOVE MY FRIENDS. YOU ROCK MY SOCKS. ::grin:: I've had SO much support and encouragment from everyone during these last two weeks when ive been in complete agony over the stupid essay. im just grateful that everyone's still all talking to me after all my bitching and moaning and screaming (sometimes at them). even those who've endured me OVER MSN for crying out loud. i feel so very lucky and fortunate to have found you all. true, a lot of people will say "oh yea im your friend" but when it comes down to the heavy stuff, most will be like "ohh shes in one of THOSE moods", turn tail and walk away. not that i expected anyone to actually do that...no, but it was touching to know that theyll go the extra mile and ASK how im doing, knowing FULL WELL that i'll start bitching again. so, thanks for ALL your suggestions and comments. thank you further for sharing my pain...well, your empathy was VERY MUCH appreciated. i feel loved. go you. :D


today was GOOD. went Yum Cha with family, went shopping for .5 hrs (before teh stores closed) and got a haircut! no...actually the haircut pissed me off. need to get a new stylist..or go to a new salon. stupid guy. the way i figure it, hairdressers CANT ASK for more than when the customer says: oh i feel bored with my hair style..do soemthing different but not too drastic with it. idiot guy gave me the same style. cut off some hair, kept my length and refused to do more. i was like..ok what about some long bangs? short bangs? FINE can you just take off some more from the top/bottom cuz it doesnt feel/look any lighter. laziness said no to that too.."oh then itll be too poofy and your hair'll stick up". the fuck. so hes outlived his usefulness to me, must discard now. mebbe i'll try a salon run by white people next time...and fork over a lil more moola for a more different hairstyle. at the moment, gotta wait for more hair to grow back first

drank some chinese herbal medicine-y mixture..surprisingly sweet. i'll take it.

sleep now. as ive calculated..ive slept about 10 hrs in the last 36. go me.

Thursday, March 25, 2004

im out of my rut. i researched some more stuff...looked up some quotes..read some passages..i should be good to go. now, another all niter with this stupid essay and i will finally be rid of it once and for all. too bad it cost me so much. too bad i forgot how to write essays consisting of more than 5 pages. too bad i didnt start it earlier. then again..what else is new.

ive decided that i really need to go to those career centers, student services, study workshops, you know what im talking about..all those. i so have no idea what i want to do - next year, the rest of my life...so depressing, but comfort in knowing that im not alone.

i am going to study at the library every day. no matter how few the hrs. 1 hr spent here is like...4 hrs spent at home. its just a waste of time there. i need/want to do well on my finals. ive gotten really good marks on my assn's, screwed up midterms (im sure, i still havnt picked them up yet..very scary), and so to redeem myself i will have to exceptional on finals. will study. make me study! (yes you, this is all on YOU). hmmm study buddies for the library? thatd be cool...or would that be more counterproductive?

anyways, have spent about 4 hrs now at Douglas library and am starving...tho shouldnt be..or who knows..still sick, sniffly, coughy, and now my eyes hurt-prolly from lack of sleep and also likely from staring at the puter screen.
hmm will stop by shoppers and buy another box of kleenex..its disgusting: i went thru close to half a box since yesterday afternoon. thats insanity. then..i am sick. 3 ply still doesnt cut it. feels like sandpaper. now so more then before.

going HOME tmr!!! 230 bus. cant wait. real food other than canned soup and pseudo meat. i want my mommy. odd, every time i end up sick i want my mom. a hug or a kiss or some weird chinese concoction she mixes up cures all. or mebbe its just the presence of MOM :) well, will see her soon.

homeward bound. shoppers, then food, then essay. you WILL be mine. grrr..
over at the guys house because ive decided that my room was just too depressing to write in. after staring at my computer screen for a whole week now without so much as written a paragraph, i decided to change the scenary...that is, i stole alex's laptop and relocated myself to: first the library and now at 530AM, in their living room. still all alone with everyone in the house fast asleep. hmm....blast the tv? nono thatd be too cruel, not everyone can do all niters.. hee. different company. and no evil bed calling me to it best of all.

commerce essay coming along swimmingly, still taking annoyingly longer than i had anticipated. well...this is the short one..next comes the one ive been having writer's block over. i want to have it DONE!!! hate history. so many dam facts. the more you look, there more there is to look. crap.

anyways, back to work

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

OMG why cant i write this
neo citrin STILL rules you
showering now before it kicks in and i fall asleep in the washroom. find my cold, dead body frozen stuck to the stall the next day as kobuta comes in to pee. funny.

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

sniffly, coughy, lethargy
great.

Monday, March 22, 2004

neo citrin is the shit
5:28pm
NEVER eat speghetti out of a can. those "speghetti-o's" or whatever the hell...ewwwwww. and chef boyardee is starting to make me sick too. back to canned soup.

8:11pm
FRIIIIIIIICK!!! ahfuckwankbuggershittingassheadinahole. dammitall if im getting SICK. first it starts with a sore throat, lack of moisture in the air and sleeping and then waking up with a REALLY dry throat. usually clears away after drinking some water. NOPE. NOT TODAY. no change in situation even after drinking an OBSCENE amount of water! and now its worked its way thru my entire head such that im feeling shit-tay. fuzzy feeling in head, eyes that feel like its gonna pop out, and still a sore throat. and still impending essay. ah piss it.

8:28pm

i'll have them ALL killed (stolen allalan)

I'm Caligula!
Which Historical Lunatic Are You?
From the fecund loins of Rum and Monkey.

You are Gaius Caesar Germanicus - better known as Caligula!

Third Emperor of Rome and ruler of one of the most powerful empires of all time, your common name means "little boots". Although you only reigned for four years, brief even by Roman standards, you still managed to garner a reputation as a cruel, extravagant and downright insane despot. Your father died in suspicious circumstances, you were not the intended heir, and one of your first acts as Emperor was to force the suicide of your father-in-law. Your sister Drusilla died that same year; faced with allegations that your relationship with her had been incestuous, you responded, bafflingly, by declaring her a god.

You revived a number of unpopular traditions, including auctions of properties left over from public shows. When a senator fell asleep at one such auction, you took each of his nods as bids, selling him 13 gladiators for a vast sum. You attempted to have your horse, Incitatus, made into a consul and hence one of the most powerful figures in Rome. It was granted a marble stable with jewels and a staff of servants. At one point you forced your comrade Macro to kill himself - in much the same vein as your father-in-law - accusing him of being his wife's pimp. You, of course, were having an affair with said wife at the time.

Things went from bad to worse. When supplies of condemned men ran short in the circus, you had innocent spectators dragged into the arena with the lions to fill their place. You claimed mastery of the sea by walking across a three-mile bridge of boats in the Bay of Naples; kissed the necks of your lovers, whispering sweet nothings like "This lovely neck will be chopped as soon as I say so,"; dallied with your sister's lover and made her pull her unborn child out of her womb prematurely. Towards the end of your reign, you had a golden statue of yourself made and dressed each day in the same clothes you yourself wore. When you eventually died, the terrified people of Rome refused to believe that such a cruel reign could ever end, and believed you to be alive for years afterwards.


haha: "you kissed the necks of your lovers, whispering sweet nothings like "This lovely neck will be chopped as soon as I say so" "- s'funny :D

Sunday, March 21, 2004

2:30pm
so ive come to sad conclusion that i may never be able to fall asleep with the presence of ANYONE else...huh..eeeeeenteresting. dammit..i had to get my mom's genes of sleeplessness. frick.

~

hmm is it any of my business? what was the point? if curiosity killed the cat, i wonder how many more lives i have left...?


3:14PM
SMOGGIES!!!!!!!!!! AHHH i miss the 80s

7:17pm
-SLEEPY. so very sleepy.
- listening to my playlist with C's newly d/l-ed songs. very random
- essay still haunting my every thought
-realize i dont get to rest till wed night when both ANOTHER essay and econ assn has been handed in
-extremely thirsty, not hungry tho which is weird
-DAMN britney for having catchy songs!
-DAMN her further for her prices! the HELL??? 500 bux to hear her wail? FRIIICK! i should drop out and become an "entertainer". screw school...who needs a brain when you can pay others to think for you?? (and screw you over..but thats besides the point)
-bitter.....confused........nostalgic (of simpler times)........sleepy.........?

Saturday, March 20, 2004

random train of thoughts..will update as more come to me...and will blog about Eng "supa-semi" at some point...

(6:08pm)

well i must say, p.diddy sure knows how to remix songs. actually im not sure if he wrote this one; stole beat from Enya (i forget which song) and it didnt completely suck: Mario Winans - I Don't Wanna Know (Featuring P. Diddy)

(7.43pm)
"my baby dun mess around because he loves me so and this i know 'fo shor.....heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeya. heeeeeeya......"

(9.30pm)
aha!! outkast finished transferring! thanks to rob! stupid corrupted files.
anyhooo....
~forgot to say anything about my "stalker" last night at semi. hee...twas funny. he was a (as kobuta put it) "gimpy little fellow", asian, head shaved, and yea-high. the only reason i took attention was cuz he kept hanging around us while we were on the dance floor and then followed us back to table and hung around. actually he did a lot of hanging around various people as well. hee..funny.
~and..whilst rummaging thru Em and marges closets for clothes to wear for this (took a revolting 2 hrs -ish), have stumbled upon realization that i look GOOD in mini skirts. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm skankified. most excellent :D haha paired with my boots, i looked exactly like those coming out of Stages (club nearby here), that and also the fact it made my legs look really long; so at 5'5 (dammit, measured today with kobuta's measuring tape), its pretty darn exciting. yay for the invention of stiletto heels --> leading to really high (less treacherous) heels. have current urge to go buy one for myself knowing full well that i'll prolly NEVER wear it cuz well..i have a tendency to buy skirts and never wear them.
--> "Shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it (OHH OH) Shake it, shake it like a Polaroid "

~still essaying for econ . (exciting isnt it?) freakn hell...ive soo many books that i forgot where i read my info and now have to reread/hunt all of it again. damn!

Wednesday, March 17, 2004


discover what candy you are @ quiz me
AHA!!! i found it! finally! stupid lil bugga
from Vanessa Mae's cd Storm, there was a piece entitled "bach street prelude" in which she just butchered the song. however much i love vanessa mae -what with her techno infused classical music - this was just bad judgement on her part. the random cats and dogs and barnyard animals in the song?? i think not. anyways, have FINALLY found the original song (hee..thanks alex! perusing your computer IS good for me:) entitled: bach - Lute suite no. 4 prelude. most FABULOUS :D
oh and vivaldi's four seasons -summer is also redone by VM. it's pretty cool but i like the original version better.

*will update more later...classes get in the way

so yea..essay. still not done. 12 pages suck when you have no material (or motive) to write it. dammit..reminiscing about HS when i actually cared about homework, extracurriculars, and generally furthering myself...what happened to that?? who knows...i dont even think ive done enough for it to be considered "academic burnout". this is insane..
speaking of school...am thinking about going to the castle (in england) for the summer. will have to take summer courses, and so why not in a different setting? seems perfect. apparently if i take courses in UT, they dont transfer over here to Queens. ah sucky..will have to verify it further - mebbe undergrad coordinator was on crack? lets hope so. anyways, then im thinking..the change of scenery might actually be distracting? what if i just spend all of my time being a tourist and not so much with teh studying? wow, thatd be quite an expensive "vacation". hmmm doesnt seem wise for me to risk it: to go and find out.
in that case, will need to decide if i wanna stay here all summer and find a job here..for 4 months..so i can pretty much spend my entire year here. ah geez, thats depressing. have till May to figure everything out

C is here all week. leaving friday. wow march break. those were the days (more with the reminiscing). i think shes enjoying herself. going to my housemates' classes, exploring the campus, watching every movie we have on the network, junk fooding herself crazy. s'all good. and stewpid A has already given her a nickname upon first encounter. we'll not get into that...its already spreading

moving on now...

friday is "supa-semi" for the engineers... so of course im going as are most of my other housemates . should be fun, cool, different. all 4 years (engineers) are there.. .so oooooooo upper years ;) haha (shhhhhh...). sat is girls night out? finally? with S organizing and a bunch of other girls coming/going?

oh yea! recently acquired Love Actually. ooo i lurve it! well i lurved it the first time thru. so much randomness: nudity, british words, plot lines. s'great! will have to make H watch it :D
*ooo needa d/l subtitle dealy...portugese parts within movie..hmmm...

currently~
Sammi - no idea what the title is....chinese..
maroon 5 - this love
vanessa mae - aurora, storm
lotsa random others

*oh bugger!! was gonna bake a chocolate brick for A! crapulence...mebbe thurs...ok more motive to finish damned essay. 12 pages here we go! *

Monday, March 15, 2004

how we yearn for it when it evades us
how we question it when it is finally attained
how it consumes us completely and utterly when we're immersed in it
how it destroys a small part of us when it ends

~ it's been quite a week already; and it's only just begun.
hope everyone feels better soon

Saturday, March 13, 2004

more quizzes cuz im bored, procrastinating, browsing others bloggies. so....ONWARDS! yo ho!


find your inner PIE @ stvlive.com



Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!
oo interesting...


what i do when im bored:
Liane = Lianderz
Alex= Alexer
(i like adding 'er' to things!!!! BACK OFF :)

TWENTY RANDOM SONGS FROM MY CURRENT PLAYLIST
1) Katy Rose - Lemon
2) Norah Jones - Feelin' the same way
3) S Club 7 - The colour of blue
4) Justin Timberlake - Rock your body
5) George Harrison - My sweet lord
6) Eric Clapton - All your love
7) Faye Wong - Wish you are here
8) Michelle Branch - One of these days
9) Norah Jones - Come away with me
10) Utada Hikaru - Can you keep a secret?
11) Faye Wong - Only like a stranger
12) Linkin Park - Numb
13) Clay Aiken - Invisible
14) Sarah McLachlan - Dirty little secret
15) Limp Bizkit - Rollin'
16) Jackie DeShannon - What the world needs now is love
17) Fefe Dobson - Everything
18) Dido - Who makes you fee
19) Shanice & Jon Secada (from Pocahontas) - If i never knew you
20) Linkin Park - Faint
completely pointless test:

The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz
The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz

this means im...punctual? always late? have a penchant to remember dates? erm who knows. your turn.

on the downside:
-essay!!! 12 pages! research! due monday! ahh! blarkers...
-have urge to go outside
-3 more assn's before EXAMS. yucky
-may have to stay here for spring term to take courses cuz stupid courses wont transfer over if i take it at UofT.
-didn't know 3 days can seem so long w/o a certain quelqu'un


"apparently it hurts when she makes whizzie-winkle through her seabiscuit. " haha..Scrubs.

"why are you so happy? did you do something slutty?
- im not THAT happy." hehehe gilmore girls

there will be more. oh yes.

aside: using table cream instead of milk for coffee or tea makes it really sweet. so i should lighten up on my sugar. or....hmm *ponder ponder*...maybe not.

Thursday, March 11, 2004

THIS IS GREAT NEWS!!!

Drinking coffee lowers diabetes risk, study confirms

MONTREAL - Drinking coffee may help prevent Type 2 diabetes, according to a large-scale study in Finland, where the coffee consumption is among the highest in the world.

The 12-year study of more than 13,000 healthy men and women suggests the more coffee you drink, the greater the protection against Type 2 diabetes.

Coffee is the most consumed beverage in the world, and Finns drink more per capita than any other nationality, according to international statistics. The Finnish typically drink filtered coffee with little or no milk, the researchers said.

Participants filled out a questionnaire on their medical history, socioeconomic factors such as education, physical activity, smoking status, and alcohol, coffee and tea consumption.
Drinking three to four cups of coffee a day was associated with a 28 per cent reduced risk of diabetes. Drinking 10 cups a day cut the risk by 79 per cent in women and 55 per cent in men.

In the study in the March 10 issue of The Journal of the American Medical Association, Dr. Jaakko Tuomilehto, of the National Public Health Institute in Helsinki, and colleagues don't explain the association, although they suggest something other than caffeine is behind it.

"Maybe it has effects at the level of the liver, which might inhibit the liver from producing glucose," said nutrition researcher Dr. R?jeanne Gougeon of the McGill University Health Centre.

Scientists know caffeine stimulates pancreatic cells to secrete insulin, the body's blood glucose regulator. Since people with Type 2 diabetes do not produce enough insulin, glucose remains in the blood vessels and can eventually cause damage.
Marc Aras of Diabetes Quebec worries the study could mislead people into thinking coffee is all that's needed to prevent diabetes.

"It's a very complex disease," said Aras. "To avoid something of this complexity, you have to do whatever you have to do in your life and not limit yourself to only one quick fix."

It's long been established that good nutrition, weight control and exercise are the best ways to prevent diabetes. The coffee effect might prove to be a healthy bonus from the daily jolt.

yay!!!!
i can consume sugar and drink coffee!!

YAY!
new entry under "blogs i read". welcome to my world Smallfat!

ahhh sweet sweet procrastination *SMILE*
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
CAFFEINE overload. :D
am pulling an all niter and for the first time in a LONG time, i do not feel sleepy. it's my second wind. im lurving it. yippeeeee!

up all nite cuz: stats assn. yuck. otherwise, it wouldve been such a loverly evening. ah well too bad. least i know this time i can finish my assn..provided that i understand the material. we'll see

macro econ was a bitch. stupidness...how does it work that the text AND the course notes NOT have info leading us to the answers for the assn?? such stupidness. anyhoo...moving on...

love it when there are others to stay up with me. hee shrad and alan are both up. whee!! the best conversations occur in the dead (live?) of the night :D

"you are, without doubt, the worse pirate ive ever heard of." "but. you have heard of me " hehehe POTC is the best movie. once again, too bad jonny depp didnt win oscar. that wouldve ROCKED

mmm CORN. learnt new way to make it!!! thanks marge! those bags of frozen corn kernals are da bomb (hee). throw some into a bowl, nuke it, stick some butta in and its good to go! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yummers :D

another recent discovery: Five Alive juice - mango flavour. SO. GOOD. c'mon, mango! enough said.

hmm.....stats-ing now. gotta get back. mebbe update again later..err..earlier...err..whatever..

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

stolen from Xravenx

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Who is that, running over the tarmac! It is Wnd, hands clutching a vorpal blade! And with a low howl, her voice cometh:

"Ares, God of War, be praised! I destroy all in my path until my loins find satisfaction!"

Find out!
Enter username:
Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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oo dirty! heh, loins.

well if capitals make a difference:

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Skulking through the icy wasteland, swinging a burning branch, cometh Wnd! And she gives an ominous grunt:

"For the love of carnage and discord, I slice through beating hearts like a mad dog who can only get madder!"

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Enter username:
Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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ooo like this one better

Monday, March 8, 2004

i think my speech has gotten considerably less coherent in the past couple of weeks. i have no idea why either. could it be that those surrounding me understand my "noises", aimless ramblings, and utterly inarticulate mumblings? perhaps it's an unconscious encouragement and ive worsened because of it. confirmed when my two translators cant even understand me at certain times during the day. or maybe i should wave that as me being hopped -up on caffeine and actually talking WAY too fast to be understood by ANYONE. that would be less unnerving i suppose...
hmm hope i can still write properly, i do have an essay coming up and cant afford to be incoherent on that. goodness knows the topic itself is confusing enough.
blarg.

Sunday, March 7, 2004

stolen (xravenx)

TEA

What Flavour Are You? Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.


I am a subtle flavour, quiet and polite, gentle, almost ambient. My presence in crowds will often go unnoticed. Best not to spill me on your clothes though, I can leave a nasty stain. What Flavour Are You?


and/or COFFEE!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

What Flavour Are You? Buzz buzz, I am Coffee flavoured.Buzz buzz, I am Coffee flavoured.


I am popular in the workplace, even though I am often bitter. I am energetic to the point of being frenetic; buzz buzz, out of my way. I tend to overwork myself and need periods of recovery time. What Flavour Are You?


and then i also got this..

What Flavour Are You? I am Chocolate Flavoured.I am Chocolate Flavoured.


I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

ooo dirty

went to see MASTER AND COMMANDER today at the schools theatre (3 bux! yay) and it was good. lotsa techinical ship talk but you get the gist of it anyways. good movie, will have to watch again cuz well, russel crow = mumblings + accent therefore dont understand as well the first time 'round. go watch! nownownow.

currently:
jackie deshannon~ What the world needs now is love (!!!!)
ani difranco (and Aretha franklin) ~ i say a little prayer
katy rose ~ lemon

Tuesday, March 2, 2004

havent updated in quite some time now..much to say/type
hmmm...where to start??

happy postings:

~ PSYC prof (Dr. Dean Tripp) is freakn' hilarious! i love him. so delightfully quirky, spunky, and ... odd. he'd be lecturing (which also is good lecture material - dealing with disorders, symptoms, treatments, etc) and launch into weird, and only somewhat related, anecdotes about past patients, his friends, past students, and his wife and kids. its great. hes actually so easy going that people arent afraid to put in their comments or pose questions thru-out the lecture and he'd deal with them and we'd learn more.
--> tangent e.g. : freudian slips - so that was our topic and he asked the class if anyone would like to share their embarassing experiences. so finaly this one girl volunteers and says that she had once accidentally called her new boyfriend her ex's name. he was like "see girls can get away with that, if a guy ever did that, he'd be GONE just like that. oh and speaking of calling out ex's names.. my buddy was having sex with his wife on their honeymoon and...well, i'll leave it to your imaginations" LOL
--> random outbursts: usually after a student asks a good question or makes a good comment, the prof would ask what that person's name is (guess to show that we're not all faceless numbers in a class of 450 students, anyways..) so this girl gives her name and he says "wow! Ainsley! that is SUCH a nice name. i love that name. i wish i had another daughter to give her that name. oh im sorry, i embarassed you. you sitting beside her, youre her friend right? comfort her. ive embarassed the poor girl. but Ainsley..such a nice name. oh, what was i talking about again...?"
--> amazment with technology: he uses powerpoint and has finally figured out how to use a remote to control the slides such that he doesnt have to stand in front of his computer and is free to wander up and down the aisles while talking/giving his lecture. so anyways, he was SO excited at the beginning of that class "oh oh check this out. ive finally figured out how to use this" and had this arrow pop up to point to the sentences on the slide. "oooo..eh? eh? and ive figured out how to add music too but i think they may be a bit distracting. ok lets get to it".
and thru-out that lecture he kept saying "man, i LOVE this!" (yes, he does say "man")

anyways, there were more funny lil stories but ive forgotten them. too bad tmr (wed) is his last lecture. i dont think any other prof will live up to his performance. and he was commenting on how many people show up to his lectures cuz one of the TAs were like "wow, do this many students show up for each lecture??" and he had no clue that it was considered high (cuz yea, for all the other profs..they were hardly as full) and he expressed his gratitude. one kid raised his hand and said "sir, i think i speak for the entire class when i say: we love you. we do" ... hmm wonder how many people thought he was gay afterwards. anyways, regarding the comment yeah, everyone clapped to that :D

these 1.5 hrs pass by quite enjoyably i must say :D

~ nvr knew my name had such nickname potential. besides still having my HS names (which includes everything from 'wnd pooh' to 'wednesday' and is still used whenever i see those certain people), ive now acquired even more..all due to one person come to think of it. terms of endearment? lets hope so :P (hmphf "scooper". will come up with some better ones one day)

~ have found an apt for next yr and will sign soon i think. it seems a prerequisite that we live beside a shoppers. this one is even closer than the one we have now. just across the street! and zellers right beside that..oh this cant be good. anyways, will be living in the heart of downtown kingston (yes, all of ONE street) so EVERYTHING is nearby and convenient..all except for campus. haha! will actually have to make an effort to get up and get to class ON TIME next year, yech, better not think of that now. however, apt is pretty! high ceilings, stairways that lead no where, HOOJ windows for people gazing, and low low rent which includes heat and..water(? hmm dun remember now).
--> have realized that outsiders will have an even harder time understanding us (liane, lydia and me) next year since we're left to our own devices and made-up languages (or butchering of existing ones if you must). hmm i pity those who choose not to embrace us. we make life interesting dammit. (btw, those wishing to purchase life-time passes to wndland must do so soon, theyre running low)

~it has finally been brought to my attention that i do, in fact, talk REALLY fast (at times). yea sure ive been mocked by scooper, have been told numerous times by Hart to slow down, have been qiven quizzical looks by alex and others..but still, i figure its all in good fun and i cant possibly talk as fast as they claim i do. so anyways, our landlord came by pick up our rent checks..so i bounded up the stairs so as to write mine and give it to him. upon seeing him i said: hello mr. patry, how are you?" at least, thats what i thought i said, which now i figured must've come out as: 'loMrPatry,how'rYou? - or something equally slurred since he paused for about 3 sec, blinked and finally replied "oh im fine. and how are you?"
geeez, what a rude awakening. (and my self delusions of being normal have all been dashed and shattered) ah well, i guess it takes time to adjust to me, least im not "special" ;P

~ Oscars: ooooo fun. haha funny how i ended up actually watching it. was taking a nap that day and so was pretty late when i finally realized that i'd said id be over to MAHA to watch the show. anyways, 8pm rolls around and liane and i were like..ah well, we'll miss the opening sequence so then whats the point? lets not go. minutes later, A msges me and asks me why im not going. then said that show doesnt start till 8.30 and have JUST enough time to power walk it over there and watch the start. sooo...contemplated again, discussed further with liane..but laziness took over and we both said, oh forget it..lets try to get some work done instead. a minute after coming to THAT conclusion, "oh hart can come pick you guys up". well dammit!! what a way to complicate situations. so we caved, packed our backpacks and waited for honickman(!) to come pick us up. We. ARE. LAZY.
so nice of him, lotsa trouble to move cars and come get us lazybones and then A drove us home afterwards ( they were sniffing glue during the show..shhhh). mmm fuzzy feeling :D
--> yarkers, am sad that jonny depp didnt win or POTC for that matter. such a good movie. at least LOTR did a clean sweep tho some other movies were just as deserving..duno which at this point but meh.
--> pretty dresses. diane keaton is eccentric. that is all


on to..Minor rants:

~ stupid hair ties are breaking on me. the plastic ones that dont pull out your hair. needa get those that dont crap out as easily

~also about hair: want to get it cut! pissing me off..has grown out and has no style anymore..wispy and some of the straightness has worn off..am debating whether or not to get it done again. damn expensive. will see...

~ in a rut..cant seem to bring myself to do any work (possibly cuz i dont have ANYthing due this week) and has resulted in me following the pattern of sleeping, eating, watching sex and the city, surfing net. least im going to classes and outside enjoying the unseasonably warm weather (before it rains and freezes over. ice! oo fun )

~lots of little things to take care of that are annoying as well as tedious and tiresome

~ have need to download new songs/albums. am so tired with what i have right now..will have to raid alex's puter soon

~ want to go...somewhere. feeling restless


looking forward to:

~ alex's belated bday "party" this coming weekend. do we know what we're doing yet? prolly not

~sistah's visit third week of march. yay! (and disturbingly, a lot of other people are looking forward to it as well..)

~better weather! so that i can wear my new boots :D tho scooper has suggested that i get them retreaded so that..i DO have treads.

~ the next time lydia comes to "pet" my hair ~^^ (<-- stolen from creamsicle :)


currently:
george harrison: my sweet lord
josh groban: my confession (yes STILL. such a good song)
misc. (cuz i have no songs!)