Wednesday, April 21, 2004

oh. so theyre NAKED?!

hahaha! walking to my econ 7pm exam, i was greeted by an "awesome" sight: three streakers ran past the arena (where the exam was held). one was lagging behind the other two..poor guy, we were saying how he was gonna get caught - tho none of the security ppl made any move to run after them: "im not running after a bunch of streakers". haha the guard greeting us examinees was funny. hmm..i had no desire to lookit their giblets (hee Scrubs)... does that make me abnormal? "hmm right so im gonna look at my notes now" as they came closer. cool sunglasses tho- bright, orange, Oakleys, ShInY. others were black..something..meh...

well the ordeal was weird mostly cuz
-7pm!! uh..sunlight? boy they sure are proud of their bodies
-thats a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG road that they were running. where did they come from? no nearby houses...school buildings everywhere..i dont get it. mebbe they were out for a jog and got too hot?
-tho there never is a good occasion for streaking...why would they do that before the game? the Leafs didnt even win yet! no thats not even it...it was just a weird time for them to streak.

sooooooooooooo...with THAT lovely thought running thru my head, i went in to write my exam.

heh. silly boys and their joysticks. you all amuse me so very much :D

Monday, April 19, 2004

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a7
your best quality isyoure loyal
your worst quality isyoure a bitch!
this is becauseyoure true to yourself
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates anine
your best quality isyour sense of humor =)
your worst quality isyou start conflicts alot
this is becauseyou were born this way
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a7
your best quality isyoure hilarious
your worst quality isWell, nothing I can think of
this is becauselifes a bitch
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soo.............basically im funny and i like to start things/bitchy. excellent
DAMMIT!
I never get up in the mornings. slept in for 6 hrs! was gonna get up at 6am and is now noon. FRIIICK! fine. so i'll stay up at night then!
frickitive.
oooo old songs. one hit wonders. gotta love them. doesnt help that i cant remember song titles, or singer names, or the time when they were a hit. i just know these songs. anyhooo....Donna Lewis: I love you always forever

Feels like I'm standing
in a timeless dream
of light mists
of pale amber rose
Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud
of heavenly scent touching
discovering you.

Those days of warm rains
come rushing back to me
miles of windless summer night air
Secret moments shared
in the heat of the afternoon
out of the stillness
soft spoken words

say it say it again

I love you always forever
near and far closer together
everywhere I will be with you
everything I will do for you

You've got the most unbelievable
blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there under blue sky
with pure white stars
exotic sweetness a magical time

say it say it again

Say you'll love love me forever
never stop never whatever
near and far and always
and everywhere and everything

Sunday, April 18, 2004

updating more this time 'round

ok so disturbing fetishes aside, this is just sick: BS in all her glory? or well, maybe not. while he does look feminine, he could prolly pull off the nick carter look (from backstreet boys). ah well too bad.

this is pretty damn interesting too: korean transgender who's HUGE right now and this is actually how she makes her living. ok for the record, im NOT closed minded but its just so very odd how accepted she is right now. dammit, she looks better than a REAL girl! although arguably, it is mostly cuz she WAS moulded and handcrafted by plastic surgeons. but still..thats just so wrong..

stupid msn messenger is PISSING me off. first it tells me to update to ver 6.1, then it refuses to automatically update, so i uninstalled 6.0 and am d/l from the site directly. freakn hell its taking WAY too long for the download. wassup with that!?! 20% in the last 10 min! and then have to reinstall everyting again..and why is it MANDATORY to install the newer version anyways??? what if i LIKE the old version?? how bout if im sentimental about these things and wanted to KEEP it?! blah who am i kidding, this better be worth my while. frick

and messed up my own computer. damn genius im telling you. well, started out with me running out of HD space (pfft, so waht else is new. i need my downloads, ALL of them) so i started deleting things ie programs. see, i figured, since i use media player to play all my dvds anyways, whats the point of having a program to have it play dvds SPECIFICALLY?? (intervideo? and another one). FRICKN, now some codec files are missing so Real player doesnt play and THAT means my freshly downloaded Sex and the City:season 4 WONT play cuz it ONLY plays with real player. so FRICK.
or well, perhaps its a blessing in disguise since this means i cant use it to procrastinate and watch ALL of it in one sitting. and will have to repair my mucked up computer (re: msn, codec, LOTS of other misc screwups, yada) AFTER exams, in which..i get to bug Alexer to fixy-fix (in exchange for the safe return of his precioussssss movies currently residing on my table, collecting dust ;P ) hee. no im not mean. FRICK. finding other means with which to procrastinate. will fail for sure.

study! macro! cant fail this(i know, conflicting thoughts eh?). nor stats...now that i think about it, i have ONE day to study for it??? hmm...Well, am currently drinking a HOOJ mugful of coffee in hopes of staying up tonite and working thru econ. lessee if it werks.

procrastinating now...laterz

updating! happy?! xP

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macroeconomics = tues at 7pm (freakn hell)
stats = thurs

and then im DOOOOOOOONE!!!
till then, needa study. gonna fail. gonna get kicked out or put on academic probation. does that sound exhilarating??
hmm needa go pick up my work and find out what im going in their* with. stupid assn taking so stupid long to get stupidly marked.

*update: there. Apparently im losing my ability to spell too! dammit. good thing essay-based exams are over

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

time to update. it really has been awhile.

(point form cuz im LAZY)

- currently waiting for liane to get outta the bathroom cuz i forgot to take my contacts out while i was in there

- been working out at the gym: rowing machine and the eliptical (soemthing soemthing, i have no idea what that thing is called). getting better and not loosing my breath as soon; muscles dont hurt afterwards. good good

-staying here for the spring term. taking econ and english for 6 weeks. damn stupidness. elitist Queens doesnt believe in transferring marks, only the credit. WHO CARES?? i need my marks. was gonna take it at UT but nooooooooo i cant cuz it wont count for marks. and no correspondance either. well not for econ anyways so if thats the case, might as well stay here.

-want to participate in the Ontario Summer Games this july for archery. it'll be my last yr (21 and under). need to find some place here to practice. else it'd be hard core training when i get back mid-june

- what am i gonna do about job??? cant find a job here. "oh thanks for hiring me, and btw, i'll be leaving in about 6 weeks...and what with the last week being exam period and all, youll really only get me for 5 weeks. thanks again" yea.. no, thats not gonna work. finding a job when i get back to TO, then i gotta compete with all the lil highschoolers for retail jobs, or i can work as a waitress and pour stuff on people. whee. fun. "sorry sir, i REALLY didnt mean to pour the piping hot soup on you". riiight. great.

- trying so hard to concentrate and study for exams. drifting...mind wandering when i try to study. so really, i read a passage and drift off for about 15 min. how productive am I?? screwed. seeing a academics counsellor tmr so hopefully she can give me better tips on effective studying techniques.

- am REALLY enjoying these albums: Maroon 5 - songs about jane; nelly furtado - folklore; the italian job OST

- want to go to the castle but have a feeling that itll prolly be 3rd year summer if/when i go. and in that case, it'll be for just travelling purposes and will be taking bird courses so that i'll be eligible. mmmmmmmmmm english accents ;)

- watched "bend it like beckham" last night with Li and Ly and Em (every now and then). i was the only one who thought Joe (their coach) looked ugly, even when he appeared with the white shirt to their wedding celebration. just ew. squinty eyes and kinda...horse face? jaw? blah blah. i'll stop, im being mean. a brief shining moment however, during the end when he was in all white playing cricket with the father and the airplane motion. that was cute.
-> also found out a bit bout different english accents. tho i did know that there were class systems built around different accents. apparently every time we mimick an english accent, we are doing the..cockney (SP SP!) accent. so yar..interesting

moving on

- have found the BEST place to study in the library. stauffer. 3rd floor. its great. so quiet and enclosed in a little room so i can pretty much leave my stuff there without fear that someone can just grab it passing by. theres only a couple of people in there at a time and yea..seems very secure. HUGE windows, leather couches, these cushioned chairs with a lil desk dealy that swings out (think lecture hall seating). love the ambient sounds.

- recently acquired a laptop (retired. and with good reason). heres the kicker. TOTAL HD space: 2 gigs. nice eh? LOL. oh well, this restricts me and thats good. cant download anything but will allow for sufficient storage of mp3s (MUCHO IMPORTANTE ;), and applications. theres so much CRAP on it now and im just gonna reformat the entire thing. so annoying, will have to sift thru so much garbage to determine what files are important enough to floppy it. "oh in deleting stuff? use your best judgement and save waht you think looks important" HA! yea right. erasing everything it shall be. haha the deal was, if i buy a network card for it, i get to keep it for the remainder of my undergrad career. so i did, and i am. sweet deal. i like free things.

-G test coming up in may. after exams, will go back home and unlearn my bad habits with an instructor. i dont check my mirrors enough, or at all usually. you know how you just get the feeling that theres a car beside you? you look and sure enough, there it is. so whats the point. well i do check, usually on the highway cuz cars are approaching too fast.

- need to think up a good response for "whats up wit da whack, yo?" hee. funny. im so yellow. post if you have good suggestions.

- a good way to take out frustrations. heh, addictive. i only got to 500 (ish..forget..) one time.

s'it for now. sleep (hopefully). gym. study. i cant believe its only tues..feels like forever. and only another 1.5 weeks to go. time would pass by so much more quicker (quickly?) if it werent for the studying of exams. yick.


Sunday, April 4, 2004

stupid daylight savings time. i dont wanna lose an hour! blah
spring forward, fall back
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Friday, April 2, 2004

"I can handle it, honest. No, I've had this much to drink before and been fine, dandy. Hang on ... No, I'm all right. Don't worry about it. I don't throw up when I'm drunk." Cue technicolor yawn, chunky pastel efluvia being expelled in rhythmic croaks and gushes.
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