yo doods so heres the jiggy: its 3 in the morning and i should be studying for exam the next day but, im not. surprise! betcha didnt see that one coming.

moving on...

random thoughts that keep popping into my head. and lets face it, if i dont clear my head of miscellaneously idiotic thoughts, how am i gonna cram more info into it? good logic? i thought as much. ('SHUT UP Will')

im craving some honey garlic chicken wings. or even, just chicken in general. not really sure why - mebbe cuz ive cut cow cold-turkey? (wow, thats a lot of animals ive jsut listed off...) ya, cow: evil = red meat in general. man i shoulda done this MUCH earlier...it dont even taste that good yo ('really? but thass not even yor style').

A&P lies like a rug. what ever happened to my "sashimi grade tuna"??? huh? huh!?! punk. i want some sashimi...or sushi...or jap food. but ya casper, you betta have that japfood gathering all planned out by the time i get back to TO or therell be HELL to pay! grr. arg.

seriously want to "DQ something different", but of course, cant yet cuz i dont gots anozzer person to go claim this with me. but ya, go get yours.
speaking of free things, go get some newly renovated, mucho absorbancy product curtesy of STAYFREE. i hear its good for mopping up kitchen spills.

stupid contractors (?) honestly need to get a move on. its been 1.5 yrs now since the bar was supposed to open and this summer isnt gonna be any different. it was slated to open this May, but, snot. how much longer is this gonna take??
i need to learn how to play pool, and start hustling for money.

what else. oh ya, my mp3 player STILL sucks major ASS. like, monkey ass. sucks more than my sexist prof who favours guys in her class and ignored me while i was asking her questions during her office hours (honestly now, WTF kind of attitude is that? go to a bar - like say Cocamo - and pick yourself up a lil 20yr old somethin'somethin' and stop taking it out on the rest of the female population. frick woman, do your job!). right, mp3/cd player: damn thing now skips playing REAL cds! 'holy crapola batman, thats quite a piece of junk you bought yourself! you dont say robin.'
i have no resolution to this problem cuz im now DIRT poor having paid stupid queens tuition for england.

i really hate admin people. theyre idiotic and all they know is how to transfer you to different departments. "oh well, if you go across the hall there, that kind old lady will take care of you." ya well that kind old lady sent me to see you in the first place!
"oh we'll give you your letter of confirmation once youve paid the min. downpayment."
"sorry, cant release your award until we get that letter of confirmation"
WTF??? IT'S.A.CIRCLE. and its just gonna keep going round and round till somebody does something. so what was done? ME paying THEM. it's all about money. obviously ('silly girl, tricks are for kids'). i better be enrolled in my classes, have the roomie i requested, and be LET INTO THE UK! pfft. letter of confirmation.
customs: "so young lady, what brings you to the UK?"
me: "oh well, you know, business is just so slow over in canada that i thought i'd try my luck in the red light district here, in the UK. that and sell some hard drugs in my spare time"
(im really not sure why all my money-making schemes always end up with me prostituting myself and selling crack. well, im sure dr. phil will be able to help me soon...any day now)

england: land of...prince william. why else do you think im going? :P
so yes, going to queen's castle in east sussex for a period of 6 weeks to complete 3 elective courses and travel europe afterwards. its gonna be FLY. MUST go to paris and recyle any french i MAY remember from my high school days and wow is it ever going to be brutal. but since (from movies as reference of course) parisians hardly ever utter a word and only raise their ONE eyebrow oh-so-haughtily to deliver that patented look of disdain, i figure i'll fit right in. mums the word....now if i can only muster that one eyebrow thing, im set.

cant wait till the 27th at noon when its all ovar!! raaaaaaaar. done done done and oh so free!

was into some punk a lil while back and managed to procure myself a coupla kickasstic bands. not all of them are punk - there are some other mellow stuff - but it was a phase. and GC is NOT hardcore punk, so dont kid yourself :P i'd likely put them in the same category as avril, or kelly clarkson now that avril has so obviously gotten to her. anyway, checkit out:

(if theyre not narrowed down to an album, then i havnt actually narrowed them down yet. 'elementary, my dear watson!')

The Postal Service
Catch 22 - Keasby Knights
Fugazi
Propaghandi
Gorillaz
The Verve - Urban Hymns
Tegan and Sara
oh and Frank Sinatra
('oh and Hugh Jackman' 'but Hugh Jackman's wolverine. how dare he')

and the long overdue random picture of the day:

ahahahaha!!

more...
i think these are quite fitting:

You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile

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Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later.


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You are 'Gregg shorthand'. Originally designed to
enable people to write faster, it is also very
useful for writing things which one does not
want other people to read, inasmuch as almost
no one knows shorthand any more.

You know how important it is to do things
efficiently and on time. You also value your
privacy, and (unlike some people) you do not
pretend to be friends with just everyone; that
would be ridiculous. When you do make friends,
you take them seriously, and faithfully keep
what they confide in you to yourself.
Unfortunately, the work which you do (which is
very important, of course) sometimes keeps you
away from social activities, and you are often
lonely. Your problem is that Gregg shorthand
has been obsolete for a long time.


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Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a form of
ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter
it every six months" by Oscar Wilde.
You are a very sarcastic person with a sharp
tongue. You may not be the one always talking,
but your mind is nevertheless critizing. You
tend to have a cynical view on life itself and
be somewhat withdrawn with who you really are.
Society now is in your eyes corrupted and you
wonder how the world will survive. And people
are in your mind very ignorant and blind to the
reality.


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meh more later

Awesome!

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism. Satanism 71% Paganism 71% Buddhism 63% agnosticism 63% atheism 58% Judaism 50% Islam 46% Hinduism 42% Christianity 25% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Sloth. Sloth 69% Pride 63% Greed 56% Wrath 56% Envy 50% Gluttony 50% Lust 19% Seven deadly sins created with QuizFarm.com

Idiot people need to STOP wasting my time and effort. No. I am tired of having to make up sugar-coated excuses for you just so you can feel justified of your actions. I'll make you a recording of my lies and you can play it over and over again whenever you feel the need to hear my inputs.

I am NOT "Mary fucking sunshine" 24/7 so stop making me slap on a fake smile for YOUR sake. I'm not here to make you feel good about yourself. All is not well in the world and life sucks & blows at the same time.

Wanna feel better? Go hug someone who actually gives a fuck, because I don't.

Why are you still carrying on with this charade? Let's face it, I don't mean as much to you as you may think; stop lying to yourself. You think you have me all figured out when really, you have absolutely no idea. Loser. There will be no more chances. I am who you want me to be, unfortunately.

Bastard. How can you live with yourself? Are you sure that's all you want? All you require? In that case, all my initial good thoughts of you have been destroyed. We'll start afresh and I'll just classify you as a shallow, hollow, weak, and utterly superficial fool who will never know the true value of ANYTHING. Why? For the simple reason that it's all about materialism for you - and this includes an individual's intrisic worth. So much for virtues because you can't even recognize any of them.


Don't flatter yourself, it's not...


If you think you know then go ahead and click.

Sorry, fresh out of sincerity but perhaps you'll settle for some sarcasm...?