High speed net yay!

recent songs(for me):

MATCHBOX TWENTY(20? ah i forget): unwell
BON JOVI: all about loving you
GIN BLOSSOMS: follow you down

STILL NOT UNPACKED!!!
well, least not fully...man my clothes are gonna be wrinkly. ah well, such is the life of a procrastinator

Back in SARSborough - eh, there's not as much paranoia as I thought there'd be, but I suppose people must carry on with their everyday lives. I wish I was still at Queen's; a more laid back atmosphere and an I-care-not attitude...ah well, until Sept comes (frosh week is gonna be a blast-no school for a whole week and bumming around, that's key)

Hmm...start work in 3 days. VERY scary, tho im sure i'll get into the hang of things so then it wont be as bad. I hired two of my friends so I think that's gonna be the crew for the summer. should be interesting, if not a completely fun- filled summer. Hectic now, very hectic.

*on a side note: gotta learn how to set up that "comments" link- but then, do I necessarily WANT to read your two cents? hehe j/k.
Oh speaking of 'two-cents':
"If someone gives you a penny for your thoughts, and you put your two cents in, where does the other penny go? Do you get change?"
:)

I AM FREE!

that's right, I am a free womyn at this moment. whoohoo no more exams!!

damn algeo final. 15 pages long with DAMN long answers! what was the prof thinking?? well, least I wasnt the only one who couldn't finish..ha! NO ONE finished (well..mebbe not those who are hard core mathematicians)

turns out I have a pretty high mark going into algeo. haha 17% on final to get a pass. sweeeeeeeeet
(this gives me no motivation whatsoever-very very bad)

still procrastinating

hehe forwards...funny

and found a new game while i was at it. traffic jam- now ...ONLINE! this is bad

WHY is it SNOWING outside??!? it's the middle of SPRING!

stupid global warming. I blame henry ford (that's right, notice the non-capitalization.ha!)

Impending feeling of DOOOOM

Well I don't know about the cute part.......

you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse


which happy bunny are you?
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calculus: hmm...im sure i passed the course so that's enough at this point. ONWARDS! to algeo. joy upon joy, hear me scream

am calmer than i should be considering the circumstances. just calculated that i only need 20% in the exam to pass the course; and if i pass the exam i get 65% in the course. sweet deal. though, am still going to DIE. DIE a PAINFUL death........3 excruciating hours to endure before i can go bubble tea-ing and veg for the night. Damn, so much to do and so little time to do it in....and still posting when should be STUDYING!

Self -control? self-discipline? What is this "will- power" you speak of?

I am INSANE. studying the bulk of the course material in 9 hours??!!? what was i thinking?! obviously wasn't. I'm on CRACK, no wait, i AM cRaCkEd.

"Where am I going? and what is this handbasket for?"

FUCK FUCK FUCK
*HURLS calculus book out the window - taking the screen down with it*
Fuck

My new ranting space...freshly created out of the boredom of studying for calculus. What i get up to when im bored or in the mood to procrastinate. so i have to question myself and wonder why I didnt just create a diary with microsoft word or plain pieces of paper. why instead i decided to post on the web and potentially have complete psychos stalk me armed with my inner most feelings taken from this blogsite (im sure thats not a word, not even for the internet). so, if a diary is supposed to be secret and hold your innermost thoughts, and now that im posting them on the WORLD WIDE WEB...does it defeat the purpose of the whole practice? do i hope that someone will read this? - actually ya, since i'll be sending this site to my friends and quite possibly my acquaintances so they can keep up-to-date in the current happenings of "Wnd World" (ha! alliterations. gotta love them). Hmm...do i hope theyll take sympathy or be empathetic towards me after reading my posts? i wonder what my ultimate goal is...stupid subconscious - gah. useless.
although, maybe this will help me write better...keeping an online diary/journal (the more "masculine term") will sort of force me to write with correct spelling? proper grammar? if i dont want to be ridiculed for not doing so...hmm. not sure yet. and then again, this may mean that I wont be able to write about EVERYTHING...since it will be read by others, tho that solely depends on who i send this site to. hmm decisions, decisions. blast.
none-the-less, it'll be a site to VENT and a fantastic way to procrastinate.

on that note, let's see what i've accomplished today:






what a surprise.