such a miserable, miserable day today. rainy, windy, dark and grey, sad and depressing.

it fits my mood...almost.

stupid rain is not only pouring down outside, but INSIDE too. some genius decided to put holes on the top of the window frame so now, instead of flowing down on the OUTSIDE of the pane of glass...i have it coming down on the inside. if that rag gets soaked...i'll have the water coming down and ruining my puter and printer. fantastic. BRING IT.

it's my turn to be alone this weekend as both Li and Ly have gone home for the weekend ::sob:: ;). but it's so boring now, no more sudden kicking open the doors as a greeting, no one to bug when im tired of watching Scrubs, W&G, or GG and have finished stuffing my face for the umpteenth time of the day. blah..nothing to do but work on my assignment and study for my exams. pompous prof made our exam during our reading week..same day as the due date for one of my other assignments. thank you SO much.

Li and I stayed up yesterday night/this morning. not having pulled an all-nighter before, she was quite proud to have lasted till 7AM today :) she finished off her essay, packed, and we finally crashed after an episode of Scrubs. i think the GIANT cup of almond-sesame bubble tea helped..but you still need the will to stay up!! no sleep for you! you have to have pulled an all nighter SOMETIME during your U career - that's just expected, and not doing so is just DISGRACEFUL. slept till 12:30 today~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (5.5 hrs of sleep is EXCELLENT)

*and we come up with the STUPID-EST things when we're high on sugar ...........................................we came up with a "handshake" for ourselves. we've been working on it for QUITE some time now so it's just ^KEWL^ (ahhh we're so yellow)*

LOOMING pile of notes to organize, assignment to complete, 10 chapters + appendices + lect. notes of PSYCH! to review, unscramble pompous prof's HANDWRITTEN lect. "notes" for exam prep. GICK.
ummmmmmm...later

I wonder if mummers and C are coming out to visit me this sunday? that'll be fun..a legitimate excuse to slack off :D

last day of classes for this term! it certainly doesnt feel like a friday..more like a saturday - possibly cuz i didnt attend my last class..but see, im not even sure if there was one..perhaps it ended tues. well i wouldnt know cuz i didnt attend that one either.
feels like i got nothing accomplished this term..schools over and what did i learn?? seems like nothing.

songs of late:
Sarah Mclachlan - The rainbow connection
Jason Mraz - sleep all day
(from) Kill Bill - without honour or humanity
CA- Get mine, get yours [it's catchy!! leave me alone :P]

Currently Playing~ Josh Groban: Hymne A L'Amour

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

THANKEEE MUCHLY TO ALEX!!! you tell that stupid hunk of metal who's boss! hells yea! hehe he fixed comments problem AND BACKGROUND MUZAK!! WHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! NOW YOU CAN ALL LISTEN TO MONSIEUR GROBAN! muwhahahahahaha

oy its been awhile since ive last entered anything
hmm but its not blogging hour* and i cant think of anything to write at the moment...still not over euphoria of having my comments back and above all else, BACKGROUND MUSIC :D

*blogging hour commences around 2AM on a normal basis

anyways, something to amuse you until i have something more blogworthy
scary and sad at the same time. poor aminals

OH FUCK IT ALL TO HELL AND BACK!!!

i had a HUGE LONG RANT WITH MANY TOPICS and i pressed something or another and now tis all GONE!!
an elasped time of 30 minutes for sobbing out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST WATCH ME CHANGE TO LIVE JOURNAL!!
FIRST MY COMMENTS HAVE QUIT ON ME AND NOW THIS WITH THE LOADING "DONE BUT WITH ERRORS " SHIT and STILL MORE WITH THE NON POSTING POSTS!!!!!!!!!!


so FUCK IT im going to SLEEP!

Went to see the MATRIX yesterday: opening day.

Neo is the same as all super heros combined into one. of course, he was so in the previous two movies but well, it took me till now to realize it for some reason. in anycase, good luck trying to top his character. in terms of the movie, its nothing we weren't expecting..the fight scenes were cool, some more drawn out than others, some with more slow-motion action than could be tolerated, and *

STOP READING NOW if you dont want me to ruin the movie for you (skip to "@_@"):
Rant or something like it

sure the movie(s) had biblical contents (ie Neo as their saviour) but while the other two were just action movies, this one actually felt more.....religious? Especially in the end when he was killed and light burst thru him in the shape of a cross. almost like saying: "aha! we tricked you! you just watched a religious movie!" - although i have nothing against that, its just what it felt like.
it is still a good movie but im not sure if im just confusing myself. what if: i like it only because it's part of "the matrix" trilogy and since i liked the first two, i like this too? that is, if this were a movie in and of itself, would i have just said "eh" if asked on whether i like it or not? ya i duno. cool effects nonetheless...
it is a depressing movie. he died (or did he..??) to save his people so when this peace is broken (as it was alluded to) whatll happen then? the chain of the Neo's have been broken which means theres no one left cept Morpheus. basically then, lifekind is SCREWED when the machines decide to start again. yeaa.... Good Luck.
they got rid of hte TWINS!! that sucks, they were great! the sneering, leering, and calm sarcastic nature. ah too bad, they were liked
the ending suggests that another movie will be along soon. like a Star Wars thing. Liane suggested a Prequel which seems to make sense. well, its something to look forward to i suppose.
* Trinity should have died faster, he does have to save the world you know


@_@

after the movie, Liane, Em, Marge and I went to Shoppers. it was such a girl outing :) facial products, nail polish, and so on..haha. and hour was spent there and it passed by pretty quickly too. ooooooo shiny nails ;)
i slept at 2am after watching part of Matrix II again with liane. factor in the fact that i didnt sleep the night before and it ended in me skipping two classes while sleeping in to 2.30pm today. so dammit, sleep does catch up with you. funny how it worked out too. I was supposed to wake up two people today at 7.45AM, well i finally woke up at 8.15 so that wasnt too bad. but after i called them, i figured "lets sleep for 10 min"...............................i got up (first time around) at 11. went to liane's room, chatted, came back and lied in bed again figuring i'll take a shower in 10 min or so........................came to at 2.30pm. The day passed by pretty quickly for me ;)

I'm going back to TO this weekend *i miss my mommy*(and vice versa)
so will pick up stuff: food (myself and housemates), CD/MP3 playa (hopefully??), blank CDs to burn burn burn!!
will also try to get together with some friends ive neglected for FAR too long...and theyre still hanging around [me]
will download a CRAPLOAD of songs so i wont be bored on the tricolour bus to and from TO!


Currently~

Song: Josh Groban "You raise me up"
TLC " I'm good at being bad" -- "...ya you must be crazy. watcha gonna do with a bitch like me? ..."

Consuming: TOO MUCH candy (post halloween candy)...candy sticks, mars bars, hershey cookies and cream, etc.

Addictions: Labello (yes the chapstick), downloading Will and Grace, Scrubs, Gilmore Girls and KILLING our downloading/uploading limit (mmmmmmm Pirates of the Carribean ;)

PISSED OFF: stupid Backblog is giving me attitude so my comments arent working! gah!!!

JOSH GROBAN has a new CD!
awesome!! i want it. he sings classical bordering on pop. well, sounds very much popish. but still has a kick ass voice :D
added clicky thingy at the side bar. go listen - it's his old cd's but you can access his new song on his website. oh tis good. tis very good. "You raise me up" is excellent.
why are you still here??! go go GO :D

mmmmmmmmm $20 HMV gift certificate will come in handy.

CRAPPITYHELLDAMNFART! (<--lydia's word)
my comments are down! now i have to WAIT for the system to fix itself cuz ITS NOTHING THAT I DID/DIDNT DO. well great thats frickn' fantastic.

"What CHU doin'?"

AHA!! my word is SPREADING!!!!!!!!! eeeeeeeeee exciting :D
"chu"..ah my brilliance, and well partially, my laziness to spend just a few more letters and type out "are you".

and on a totally different topic:
check out the Methods section
well i know the guys who made it so thats why i know about it but..well, its still great. (no, im not morbid! and no obsession with different torture methods either! hehehe..i mean, no)

Old Hallow's Eve
I did something charitable this year instead of getting candy to stuff myself with: went around from house to house collecting food items for the food bank! it was fun with liane and lydia. I was gonna dress up as a slutty vampire but well, they ran out of teeth at the shopping center dagnabit. ah well, next yr..

yesterday night was fun. spur of the moment, non-planned activities are FUN :D
mike msged me and said he was bored. so was i. so we decided to hit the QP. a bunch of other ppl came too........then afterwards, an hour b4 last call, we went to the Peel Pub. oooooooooooo twas funky. i like it...good atmosphere, cheap drinks. yum
oh speaking of drinks: "Bailey's on Ice". WTF is that??? geez, its like ONE shot in half a glass of ice and charged 5 bux!! dammit! never again. mm need baileys, so good and i'll make my own damn "DRINK"! stupidness
also, went to A&P at 3AM. shall go again sometime soon - in various states of drunkeness - cuz the security guard follows us around. it was hilarious. we were "up to no good" apparently, else why would he follow us around. must be the GPAs - trouble they are.

anyways,
current winamp skin
its pretty and small and totally customizable.
(yes i get distracted by shiny things and this has 15 variations of shininess to get distracted by)

will go see MATRIX REVOLUTIONS on WEDNESDAY!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOO!
mass viewing?? hell yah!well, we'll attempt in any case



Pretty:
Hoyt Matrix Riser

What i shouldnt be doing:


You are Arvin Sloane


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*inspired by C

I wonder what it is that i desire? what good is life if you cant play mind games with/to others? ;)

What i should be doing: studying for ECON!!!! dammit. that is my course, my curse. and i chose it

OUR LADY PEACE CDs!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Went to the Cat. centre (the "biggest" mall, here in kingston) saturday with liane and lydia and got CDs :D Sunrise records were doing a sale whereby you can get two cds for 20 bux. what a deal. so i got two of OLP cds that ive been eyeing for quite some time now but nvr wanted to fork over 17 bux. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! SO HAPPY! got both of the ones that i wanted: CLUMSY and HAPPINESS IS NOT A FISH YOU CAN CATCH. good, solid, angry music. ::thumbs-up sign:: oh yeah baby.

am feeling some pent up anger these days. im not sure what is causing it. it tends to come and go. you'll be happy to know that it GOES when im around ppl but when im alone...it builds up again. i duno what it is, a mixture of different things i suppose...or could very well have started because ive done poorly in midterms. but then, i havnt gotten them back yet. so who knows

have d/l-ed the merriam webster toolbar it is SO useful. i love it. of course, it could be cuz i go to their page several times a day to look up words. but it's still very handy to have and very minimal hassle in terms of the installing and whatnot. i highly recommend it. sayz it has problems with the google toolbar if you have it but i dont so..if you do, sux to be you.

oh ya, went to see Kill Bill . oh so satisfyingly gory. it's a little odd and excessively violent but only if youve never seen a Quentin Tarantino film (Pulp fiction), otherwise...meh
it got so violent it was actually comical after awhile, as mike puts it "everyone was pressurized in that movie" since whenever a limb was cut off, blood would shoot out like water from a fire hose. oo it was funny..some audience members were a little disgusted and/or shocked i think cuz there were silences sometimes when i was laughing. but those people are weak and scare too easily and should be avoided at all costs in case their oddness rubs off on us. the sword scenes were cool! especially this particular scene where Thurman slices a man cleanly in half - i mean from top to bottom and not through the torso. the second volume comes out next year Feb...well dammit.
this was right after she sliced off a guys head ;)

(*ooo these would make awesome display pictures or emoticons.. *)

on my wish list (but soon to be acquired):
the iRiver cd/mp3 player SlimX 550 . isnt it pretty? but dammit, that 179.99 is in US funds. ah well, still relatively cheap compared to sony products. I WANT. for those long treks to and from school, so i can listen to my angry music and ponder why im such an utter failure at everything as well as contemplate the gruesome death of some/certain people. i'll tell you they deserve what's coming to them.

have another (my last) midterm Tues. Micro Econ. oh bother..i've not studied for it yet, so it'll be another cram session tmr night. no surprises there. mmmmmmmmmm French Vanilla, YOURE MINE! muwhahaha...
it's worth 30% of my grade. hope i dont fail. stupidness, it's all equations this yr. the hell?? we never had to apply the equations we learn last yr, i like reading! blah, math and a plethora of equations to memorize. consumerism sux, why does it have to be so complex and full of equations??!

Then there's the COMM project that i have to worry about. sure there's 5 other people, sure they give us a whole sem to do it, sure it's "supposed" to be easy. yea. right. what a freakin' pain in the a$$. soo not worth the trouble and stupid, cheery prof-who-doesnt-object-to-anything-and-lets-that-ANNOYING-GIRL-speak-everytime doesnt tell us anything in terms of how to find the info or how accurate he wants it. so what. are we supposed to make up these facts?? or does he want us to actually go out and find and make accurate predictions about our business?? it'd be nice if we knew. but we dont. so HA! (<--i dunno)

i need to start:
1. archery - the club and the participating and the tournaments that id have to get to outside of Kingston
2. exercise - been very lazy. not in shape so wont perform as well in archery
3. bartending course - want to learn what the hell it is that i drink
4. redesigning my page - need to learn html codes so can make page pretty for myself to look at
5. sleeping more - and in order to do that, i need to start hw a lil earlier
6. PISSING OFF MORE PEOPLE THE WAY THEY DO TO ME

STUDY STUDY STUDY
note the time: 4:30AM
oooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
these are the fun times that we'll remember when we're old, cranky and senile. "why, when I was young lass, i never needed any sleep! you young-uns now-a-days require so much sleep. pfft..8hrs. how drole" (hmm went from irish to french..interesting. im sure "young-uns" was first established from some country as well)

had a BIG mugful of Timmy's french vanilla. on an empty stomache. oo works well. the rest of me is tired but not my eyes!!! hahaha. my brain is slowing down tho. drat..will need that in about 3.5 hours. why so soon you ask?? CUZ I HAVE AN 8.30 MIDTERM!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA! (<-- that would be an INSANE, MANIC kinda laugh if you had any doubts). but who cares cuz its only 15% of my grade...so just like another project i screw up. eh, whatcha gonna do (TELL ME!! TELL ME.)?

posting when youre half awake, pumped full o'caffine and slightly psychotic, is FUN! i should do for my next two midterms. well, in that case, STAY TUNED

back to studyn'
time: 4:44 AM

YOU ARE A WARRIOR ELF!

You're known as an elf who's not afraid to go to battle - you always have your bow beautifully polished and ready for action! Although you're the bravest elf out there, you tend to neglect your social life in favour of battle quests, so it might pay to find another hobby or two.


I am a warrior elf


(when i should have been studying. note the time. anyhoo, what kind of elf are YOU? haha ;)

good friends + hard liquor, what more do you need? Mike's bday party was a blast, he should really lay off on anything chili associated...poor mike.
Oh, and they cleaned up the house for the party!! It looked good, nicely done guys ::thumbs up:: They should have parties more often ;)

I have decided that i will invest in a bottle of Baileys..oh so good. that or we'll get each other a bottle for Xmas:
"ok so what do you want for Xmas?" "baileys", "baileys, you?", "baileys". alright, done. simple :D

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (haha) Have finished watching 24, season 1. that was good. dagnabit, now i really want to start on the second season. But it'll have to be after midterms - haha finished watching the last 3 episodes when i should have been studying. hmmm a whole month b4 finals, i think i'll start in nov. i wonder if aaron is done with it yet?

coming up this week:
tues: econ quiz, 241 exam
thurs: comm200 exam
fri: pysc exam
sun: meeting for comm project

chapters to read: minimum 20

i am so dead. must study!!!

*on the plus side, i now have 14.2 Gigs of HD space - the first time in over a year and a half. i hope i didn't kill my burner by burning 14 discs at once. ah well, still under warrenty so s'all good :)

You're like a Unicorn!


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just like ive always imagined :D

so i got the extremes: completely harmless and the worst.

LOL this is funny. tho i knew i had violent tendencies, i nvr thought it'd amount to this

You are Wrath/Anger!
Wow... who got you so mad huh ?? You have serious
anger issues!! with a rage that seems somewhat
deadly, and a temper that is easily raised, you
are by far the scariest sin. You tend to let
the little things get to you, and are stressed
fairly easily - and woe be it to any of your
enemies. On the positive side, you're
independent, powerful and a definite leader, if
you could just control your moods!
Congratulations on being the toughest!! ...and the
most independent of all the 7 deadly sins!


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then, took it again and got this too...well this got me thinking...

You are Envy!
Wow... what a dreamer. Always wanting what you
can't have, and always dreaming of having more
then you do. It's not the worst sin, and we're
all guilty of it - but you take it to the
extreme! You are prone to depression, often
from things you can't obtain. Be a bit more
positive, you have a lot that others want too -
so don't sit there being all green! On the
positive side, you tend to be a smart person -
and can often achieve the goals you set
yourself.
Congratulations on being the overall harmless, and
pretty normal one of the 7 deadly sins :)


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Wheee shopping!!

The acquiring of random, materialistic things is FANTASTIC. I've forgotten how much i've missed it: walking (semi) aimlessly around the mall that is. What a great way to waste a couple of hours :D

yummmy, food so good. I like fish and i got fish - lots of fish. Also went food shopping-stuff to bring back to ktown.

i should do some HW. i should read some psyc, re-write some notes, and study for math (cuz damn midterm is this coming wed!)!! Blah. can you say: "yes, youre screwed. here's a shovel, start digging"

Food shopping during the night is so much fun. and thats when you run into the most people, or just queen's people. A&P sure knew what they were doing when they decided to go with the whole 24 hr thing. genius. shopping is fun, but food shopping is better...

French Vanilla
mmmmm soo good. my reasoning: i buy a thing of it practically everyday, so i bought a...jar? carton? plastic-tube-resealable-dealy of Nescafe. although it doesnt have the same initial sweetness as timmy's but the taste kinda grows on you and you dont feel like you have to brush your teeth afterwards. i actually like it..or mebbe i'll get timmys once in awhile now to satisfy my sweet tooth (though i have many, so that "once in awhile" thing will prolly end up as a frequent thing)

O i just realized i never typed up my homecoming experience. oh thatll take some time to summarize. perhaps tmr..oo need time
CRAP so much stuff to do
for tmr, wed, thurs and then im FREE!!! until wed and then i have midterm for Econ255 - the math for economists. the hell? i dont even know what ive learned in the last 4 weeks.

so. screwed.

School would rock if only it didn't have those stupid assignments/quizzes/midterms-that-come-too-soon/exams.

what a pain. i actually dont even mind the classes, a somewhat good way of meeting people you'll prolly never sit beside again, also, a time to catch up on some sleep - missed due to watching too much "tv" ie illegally d/l movies and such.

so much crap to do this week. and doing stuff for next week as well since i figure: if im going home that means im not going to do any work and that means i better finish what i can now so i can continue with the plan of not doing any work. ah logic.

ok, go check this out
it is so cute! well i mean in real life. the new dasani bottle is about half the size of the original one and it is EXACTLY the same size as this one (on the screen). i have no idea why i find it so amusing but it so is. although it is completely useless for every day use, it serves its purpose for those one or two classes that you want to keep yourself awake for - and then of course theres French Vanilla over at timmys if you REALLY want to stay awake. mmmmmmmmmmm soo good.

No sleep+no food+caffine

Just pulled my first all-nighter for the year. ah its gonna be a long year. this time, i didnt end up sleeping at all. worked till 8am and laid down for about 45 min b4 i had to get up and get ready. Having drank 2 mugs of tea and then a huge mugful of Timmy's French vanilla, i was HYPER. i couldnt sit still at all! class was so painful. as soon as i stopped writing, i'd fall asleep, but when im writing, i was so antsy. i NEEDED to get up and do something. it was like i had ADD or soemthing. so very odd..but i guess thats what you get for not sleeping for 33hrs. such an interesting side effect :) at least my assignment was finished ::yea::


Hooked on "24" - the TV show now on DVD which i got off aaron.
SO ADDICTIVE
ive watched 4 episodes already and im so hooked. so dead. cuz after this, i can watch the 2nd season and the 1st season of "six feet under". man im gonna be so busy!

thats it, me tired. mebbe should sleep

Hot and HUMID!!
Going back to TO for the weekend. Hurricane Isabel is suppose to hit, rather, it's supposed to be pouring cats and dogs right about now so hopefully by the time i get back, the rain would've ceased and i'll have a nice, sunny weekend to enjoy. But as of now, while it is windy, it's also extremely humid. ew feeling so sticky. i'd rather it rain.

bringing back obscene amounts of food. hopefully to learn how to cook in the process...which means bugging my housemates. aha. the art of mooching ;)